oh2....npe mls sgt ni..

adoiiii..

bnyk g nk stdy tu...

final nk dkt dh ni..

haishh..

fuh2...

chaiyok2 neeysa!

opss...

sblum trlupa..

happy diwali peeps!

:)

geram dgn dri sndri...

huuuuu~

sorry to u..

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'phal ngn aku tok oo..

eee...germ eh ngn drik kedrk..

ntah pa2 jak ku tok..

tedah jak nya oleh ku..

huuuu

tang tba2 jak bd mood x tntu psl..

ishh..

kitk..kitk tauk x mek x besa kedrik2?

tpi mek g juak tek..

dri marek try mok polh kedk x obvious pun,tpi ketra juak..

sush na juak mok hide prsaan tok eh...

bnda bukn bsr pun,kecik jk..kmk jk lebih2..

trok nak..huu

ritk dhla kitk bz, tedah jk..mek pulng ntah pa2...

mesti ktk kin tnsion ngn mek oo..

ktk..ktk pk x sal mek spnjg ritok?

marek?

ktk tauk x mek rndu ktk glak..huuu~'

it is wrong?????

4 being honest..

4 being just ourselves?

it's ok then...

T.T

"i want someone i can go to,

someone i can tell my secrets to,

someone who won't judge me for the mistakes i've made,

for the mistakes i will continue to make.

i want someone who understands.

i want someone who hears, not just listens.

i want someone who says god night to me,

and prays to God they to have the chance to say good morning.

i want someone who knows my quirks.

i want someone who wipes my tears away,although that someone is the reason why i'm crying.

i want someone who needs me.

i want someone who loves me."

however...

i am afraid of hurting that someone

it is possible to get that someone?

can that someone accept me the way i am?

can i understnd that someone more than i understand myself?

can all these just get out of my head?

p/s: get well soon montel..

i'm juz not being myself lately..

at this moment is the climax part i think..

but if i do,

they juz didn't know who i am actually..

huh..

i don't care if u don't really care..

i hate myself,

i hate what i feel.

i hate this situation..

i hate ...i hate,..

missing all of people that used to be close 2 me..

(why all of u have 2 be too far away from me rite now?huhu)

need ol of u now..

sorry 4 those who i had broke their heart into small pieces..

the more i feel sad, the more i broke another heart,

so sorry..

didn't mean to..

p/s: english ku yg trok..:

org ckp,

kalo gelak lebey2..

pas2 mesti nangis...

hmmm...btol ke???

tpi org slalu gak ckp,
tlng wat aku hepi..

supaya aku x cdey...

hmmm...

mcm mana tu?

p/s:aku dh trlebey gelak dlm bbrapa hari ni..huhu..

skrg??

emmm..

"memori tercipta"

aku boringggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

skrg tok ku mok pdh pa ku rsa ngn org skliling aku tok..

tpi x suma..

tdik..tang ada jak duak org tok gago sal aku..

aku x kesah,tpi depends ngan keconcernan daknya la..

kdg2 aku leh cnsider gk..

tpi mun dh gago sl ku hal aku yg smmgnya x kaco dknya pun,nang ku germ la..

hal ya xda knk mngenak alu jak..

mak bpk aku gk x gago hal ya..

besa la utk org sprti aku..mayb bukn utk org kedk dknya..

eee..gago eh..bncik ku..

hmm.pa2 jak la dknya ya..

babe,kdg2 lelah bah kelayi...but sometimes juz mcm kmk bukn mek mpun bah..

but still u can handle it..hndle our probs..our relationship..

dats why i love u..

haha..tang ada jak kdk tok..huhu..ku rsa ktk org phm..

kih2...

kdg2 aku lelah dh mok mnjlni ari2 tok..xtauk dh pa jdi ngn insan cm aku tok ehh..

angol palak ku pkr..mun xpkr salah jwak..

duhh..pa ndak ka nok d ngerepak ku tok ehh..

org nk bca tok pun leh jdi angol juak..

haha..

ku rsa cam suma prsaan jak da ctok..

keja ku lom abis..waaaaaaa...x lmk gk exm..gk juak ku njoy lbey..

waa...mati ku dak tok ehh..

mak,bpk,doakn mek k...dgn doa tak org jk mek leh jdi sorg yg lih rjin lik,..

nisa,boh mls glak ehhh..ish2...

pa ndak ka mok jdi ngn ku tok!

along,pray 4 me...shasha n awi,tak org juak..doakn kakak takorg tok..

my love,i need ur supports too..

cyang tak org suma..

sama juak utk kwn2 aku..

the real frens is what i always search for..

aku tauk nang sush n pyh..

geng2 lmk ku...rndu takorg..xda nok se bez tak org ehh..

huhu..cdey indah ku tok eh..dh2..

smpey ctok jk ku mok mngarut tgh2 mlm tok..