hihi..surprise bufday party from m03 to rasyid yg bday 20 jan, mida yg bday ari tyme clebrte tu(21 jan), pija(22 jan) n adjla (24jan)...

budk2 laki yg xcited nk gmbr ngn miss intan yg cute..our tchncl english lectrer...kite org mkn2 kt pondok dpn blok x..after abiz english claz ri rabu....

thnx miss...miss intan sporting...berjaya gak plan kite org sume...ni kek bday dorg...miss yg sponsor kte nyer kopok2 ari tu tau...hihi..b4 kte org enjoy mkn kek tu..kite org psg slide sal dorg yg bufday..hope they like it..walopun x sebrape sgt..huhu

hepi bufday rasyid..mida..pija..n adjla!!!

korg dh 20!hihi

hmmm...nmpknya..aku kne stay up la ni..

nk tnggu turn bsuh bju..rmai gler yg tnggu turn!

ish2...sush tol...

esok nk blik..yea...!

walopun bukn kt umh yg mmg exactly i called it HOME,x jmpe pun ngn my little DUDU n frens,but it's ok..

at least..pat gak aku blik..other home..still home rite?

sbnrnye..aku pun x tau nk describe sal that home..hihi..my sis take care of that house..

it's not the place where all of us mmbsr..

i'm not going back 2 bintulu..but to kuching actually..

tdi juz biz meeting with intel club members..

me,waniey n ade la bbrape org have to introduce ourselves kt dpn sume club mmbers yg len..

huh..x suke..tpi aku dh agk dh..

instinct aku ni mmg kuat!hihi..

mmg dh tau..aku ni x suke ckp dpn org..NERVOUS of coz!

i'm the only buddy yg still doesn't have FRIENDS(China stdnt)...

still have 2 wait..but..it's ok..

sempt gak aku ambik gmbr due org yg cam tgh dating ni..
hihi..ntah ape la yg dbncgkn tu...
isu smsa kot..kih2...

hehe....

aktvti budk2 ump pda wktu riadh...

slain mnyihtkn bdn..

kite org smpt gak brgmbr..

hihi....

me wif faa,adjla n watiey....

ari ahd ri tu....

sape la yg ambik gmbr kte org 4 tu kt ats tu ekk?hihi...

waaa...sdp nyer!!!!!!!

smlm aku tgk org buang kotk big apple donut nie...

uwaa...sape la yg mkn ni?bagi la kt aku gak ..

hihihi...

sdp nyer...yummy2...

tringt kt my fmily...especially my elder sis@along..

mmg feveret die ni...

kalo boleh..tiap ari nk g bli donut kt situ..haha...

bersama maharaja n maharani ngra China..haha...

xdela..ni org yg wat fashion show utk prgrm chinese new year bersma stdnt ump n stdnt2 dri China..

cntik gak bju dorg tgk dri dkt..

lip lap je aku tgk..

byk g bju yg d peragakn...tpi pat ambik gmbr ngn dorg due ni je..sape ntah la..

cam artis lak..aku tgk dorg pun dh kpnsn pkai bju tu..

mne taknye..ramai yg kerumun dorg..nk ambk gmbr..

dhla brt yg ats kpale tu..ish2...

eh..ade org interfrem la kt blkng tu..sape la tu?...hihi

wif waniey yg hbt speaking!

hihi...

bez gak la kte org dorg ni pt mkn cam2 jnis mknn...sumenye chinese food..

aku ni msok je sume lam prot..

haha..

tyme ptg tdi...

bersama red@adjla n watiey...kite org joging..

tpi aku stu round je..nk kjr mse..aku blik awl kit dri dorg..

adjla nyer stamina kuat dow..die je eksyen xnk smbg lari tu..

haha...

a real man knows how to love onewoman a thousand different ways...

btol x??????

me n watiey ilek2 kt tmpt chin up tu..

first2 nk try wat chin up...tpi.....

haha...bdn brt sgt..tgn pun x kuat..

x berhsil la jdinyer.....

pas2..ape g...?...dudok2 je..cte2 kt situ...haha

wif watiey...

pas joging pusing 2 round..

hik2..

xde la lari je..konfom de jln nyer...

tyme tgh ilek2 kt tmpt chin-up tu..kite org trsrmpak ngn pija n room8 die..

nk tnggu dorg gmj..tpi x nmpk lngsung pun..

at last..kite org 4 g cafe...

bli mknn..

watiey ajk aku bli nsi lmk..walopun dh bli nsi gorng+aym kt cafe 2nd tu..

hihi..

yea...!!!

things back 2 normal...

i'm glad my probs oredy settled..

wahhh...

great!

don't have 2 think much 'bout it..

be happy!!

aku cdey sgt bile die cdey...

it's hard 4 me at first..

aku mmg nk camni je walopun aku tau kite org due2 akn trluka..

tpi..aku xleh bile die cdey sgt cam tdi..
xleh!

it makes me hurt bile tau die cdey..

aku syg die..!

really!

*mayb somthing will going back 2 normal after dis..

the end..........
hri2ku psti x sprti dlu...
x!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

g raksi ari tu...

wif my room8..

almk!aku tersepit!

haha..

wif husna n fiza...

faa ade..die dtg lwt n blik awl..

wahhh..

bz sal budk2 china tu..

kn die sekretariat mpp..

bgus tol..(y)<---hihi..skype!

ambik gmbr tu b4 nk blik..

kite org 3 pling last kua..

tyme nk g ko-q ri tu..
ari ujn..
smpt g posing..
hihi...
wif watiey n pija..
cian husnul x msok..
tukg ambik gmbr..
hehe



~hmm..probs not settle yet!~

aku..........

haha..

xkn ko xtauk kot..byk glakk ehh kbrukn aku...smpey xpat mok d snaraikn..haha..yala aku..

tgk..cam skrg tk...aku yg slh ka???????

emm..mgkn sbb aku yg paloi..aku..ish..

phl argh..!!!sori..bukn ko yg slh..

tpi aku!

paloi aku tk..paloi..

paloi alu..

aku xmk sbnrnya jdi cmtk..

tpi..ntah eh..

aku buknnya knl gilk ku tk..

bodo eh..

aku tkut..tpi makseh..utk sgalanya...

aku tauk aku bkn yg terbaek

ish..tgk..ku pkr sal bnda ya gk..tpi ku xtauk la cmne tk lak..eeeeeeeeeeee...bodo ehh..

ila..bez da mun ko da ctok eh..cdey ku tk..

byk ku mk cta ngn ko..

bncik ku jdi daktk..

paloi!

arghhhh...

xtau knape..tnsion sgt aku ri ni..

sblh ni cam aku laa..

trpaksa snyum...

huhu...

"buknnya ku suka glak pun bnda ya...

tpi ku tngga org len cam hepi jk..

bncik ku ehh..

ku asa..tyme awl2 ya..nang ktara kali muka ku x suka..
ku asa org yg brknaan ya cam phm..

bidng nya ya..knfom la nya phm nk..

bncik ku asa dak tok..

ku asa cam mk nangis dri tdik..

tgk la lak pa jdi..
ku msih leh thn gk tok..
dhla org rndu org yg org syg...

huhu...

aku x suka bnda ya..

duhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!"

aku jelez!

tpi tu prkara biase..

aku xleh nk jelez sgt..

walopun aku mmg kuat jelez!

nnti die rse trkongkong lak..
dhla mood aku x bek sgt ni..

ish2..

nsib msih ok g tdi..

semalam..
aku g interview..sal pmilihn buddies 4 stdnt dri China tu..
first2 tu mmg nervous..
aku x prnh g intrview..
aku nyer weakness kn xleh nk ckp dpn org..
shaking gler..although mmg aku jnis yg slalu shaking..hihi
tpi slalu gak kne ckp dpn org kn..
haha...dri kcik g camtu..although salu kne bgi speech..
stiap speech tu..aku msti nervous gler..
tpi aku rse,,aku xkne plih yg buddies tu..aku pun cam x nk je..
sje je try..hihi..aku yakin waniey pat..die hbt arr!

i want 2 be like my dad..
good leader,owez cnfidence,great achievement n brani nk ckp pe yg di suarakn..
he thought me a lot of things..
most of it sal how 2 become a good leader..
but..mayb it takes tyme 4 me to build up my self esteem..
msih byk yg prlu d perbaiki n bljr..

b4 dis..aku x pduli sgt on what my dad trying to teach me sal sume2 ni..
but now i know what he want me to be..
all of his experiences..kalo boleh..mmg die nk share ngn sume fmily die..
mayb it's a way how he can encourge ank2 die to be like what he is now..
mayb more better than that..

aku tau..my dad want better life 4 us..
money really imprtnt..tpi..tnpa ilmu..xpat gak nk pat duit...
dat is wat my mum n dad owez said..hihi
mayb becoz my dad never feel how dad's love is..
my dad x prnh jumpe his own dad becoz he never had a chance like that..
Allah lbih sygkn die waktu tu..
but he never shows the sorrow..but i can feel it..

opss..feel very sad rite now..
emo lak tgh hari ni..

wutever it is..i love my dad..my family too...
walopun aku sush kit nk tnjuk aku syg fmily aku!
i swear!!!!!!!!!

project lom start g sbnrnye..

hihi...

juz ronda2 tgk machine..

de gak arr try ckit gne mchine,,

machine giant!

cam raksasa..

haha..

tpi..kalo lme2..msti dh biase..

xde arr besr sgt poon..

kiteorg smpt brgmbr..

kt ats ni gmbr sume budk pompuan m03 sem ni..
sblh ni..sbhgian budk laki kls kite org..

haha...bez nyerrrr..
tekak yg kerig dh bsh dengn air 100 plus..
nyum2..
haha..aku dn red@adjla g bli air gedegang@air jakun(bhse aku ngn geng2 lme)@air vanding machine..
chewahh..

haha..kte org bertolak dri area blok tu kira2 kol 11.20 mlm cam tU arr..
siap lepk2 g kt krusi sblh machine tu..hihi..
b4 mak guard tutp gate..kite org blahh a..
tpi..smpt g brgmbr..
haha..
mida..jgn jelez ehh..hihi

baby kiut!!!!
hihi..
aku suke ayt yg baby tu pgg..

"LOVE IS MORE EASILY DEMONSTRATED THAN DEFINED"...

alamak...!!!!
aku rindu sgt kt die....
siyez!
huhu...
skrg due2 dh bz..
huhu..

aku syg die sgt2!
rindu nyerrrr...

hihi..korg suke sgt brgmbr..
ni haa..gmbr b4 korg nk posing berlatar blkgkn bas ump tu..
haha..
smpt g org tgk korg posing..
ingt x de kete lalu tyme tu?
haha...

ni la gmbr budk2 m03 b4 g lab mechanic ari tu..
hehe..

BEFORE.....







AFTER...

haha...fiza yg gi kt kte org..
aku..faa..adjla..mida..
kite org mkn..
1st tyme mkn bnde ni..
hmm..diluar expectation aku tol..
aku bygkn cam bubur tol..

kt tmpt aku..aku suke gler bubur assyura die..
yummy..sdpp!

kt cni...
hmm..len ckit rse die..
aku dh xnk mkn dh..aslkn dh try..ok la tu..
hihi..

aziey yg stu aras ngan aku..budk srwk gak..pun ckp ase die len..
x same cam kte org..

pnglmn bru..
:)

rindu ku ngan tak org ehh...
haha..kua dh bhasa srwk ku tok..
ku x byk la gmbr tak org..
huhu...
lmk gk eh mok reunion tok..

ila d sbh..jaoh da..
mun d btu pun buknnya jumpa ya..
intan,tek,ija,murni,fatin,waniey..
waa..byk gk eh..

rindu tak org!

aku risau...
risau sgt2...

dia dgil..aku pun dgil gak..
dia pmrh..aku pun pmrh gak..

persamaan atau perbezaan yg sesuai?
ade yg ckp..perbezaan itu lbih baik..
ade gak yg ckp..persamaan lbih baik..

tp dgn adanya perbezaan..
pergaduhan berlaku kran x sefahamn..
tpi..persmaan gak mengundg pergaduhn..
sbb boring dgn bende yg sme je..

uish..
konpius2...
life..
a lot of surprises!

die x c-hat sgt skrg...
risau la..
get well soon dear..

matured?

kdg2 kite rse..kite ni matured...
but some how..others feel in differnt way..

kdg2..kite tnsion dgn prgai setiap indvdu..
tpi..itu lah dorg..
kita xleh nk nilai org dri stu perspektif je..
x adil nme nye..

kdg2..kite rse bhgia dgn apa yg kita ada..
tp..org lain bhgia x tgk kita bhgia?
mungkin org lain tu bukn siapa2 utk kita..
tp..kalau org lain tu..org yg pnting dlm hidup kita?

mungkin lbih baik kita lpskn sesuatu yg x pasti jdi milik kta..
wlaupun skit akhirnya yg kita rsakn..
tp...
kalau sesuatu itu lbih trluka?
sanggupkh kita?

AKHIRNYA...kita biarkn waktu yg menentukn sglanya..
tpi..berbaloikh?
tidakkah nnti lukanya lbih parah?
aduh..
aku pun x tau apa yg aku merepk ni...
huhu..

being emotional di pagi hari..
haha..