Saturday, February 28, 2009

entah apa yg aku rasa

byk yg ingin di ceritakn..dikongsi bersama..meluah apa yg terpendam sekian lama..
aku x kesah ape yg org nk bca atau x..ini hak aku..tempat aku..
bukn tmpt korg..ape yg aku rsa bukn apa yg korg rasa..
hati aku milik aku..rasa aku milik aku...jiwa aku milik aku..sensitif aku jugak milik aku...x sama mcm korg..yup,mungkin korg lebih kental dri aku..jiwa kental..haha..mungkin aku mmg seorg yg teramat sensitif agaknya..mudh memasukkan apa yg org kata atau buat trus ke dlm hati aku..
aku prnh bca tntg ini...org yg lahir sma buln dengn aku mmpunyai sifat yg agk sma sprti ini..tpi x tahu sejauh mna kbnrnnya..mungkin syirik brangkali..ahh..aku x ambik pusing sgt soal itu..waa...nmpknya aku dh mula menulis krgn..lma dh buat mcm ni..agak seronok..haha...utk korg yg rasa mnyampah atau malas nk bca ape yg aku tulis ni,aku x kish..korg ada hak..stiap manusia ada hak..begitu juga aku..

i had meeting juz now with intell member..
then,we got our own shirt for buddy programme..
blue in color..hmm..what more should i say?actually there's a lot dat i want say,but i can't..
mayb it will b enough if i juz let it be inside my heart..mayb it's true..some matters we should juz let it go..yup..LET IT GO...i juz heard this word in our meeting juz now..
lately,many people got mad among their frens and so do all people surround me..
i really don't know how 2 describe what do i feel..
hmm...who cares rite?hnya aku yg care apa yg aku rasa..ada ko pduli?x kn..?haha..aku pun x ingin ko peduli..biarkn aku dengn apa yg aku rsa..seperti yg aku nyatakn sblm ni..juz let it go..
haha..mmg bukn mudh utk kau..aku smmgnya dikenali sbgai gunung berapi pendam smasa d skolah mngh..haha..ye ke?sebilngn berkta begitu..mmg btol agknya..lgipun pendendam sperti aku ni sush nk lupakan bnda2 mngarut mcm itu..mengarut agaknya..haha..aku je yg trlalu memikirkn..kalo bukn aku,sapa lgi nk pikirkn?haha..aku mmg sensitif dn amat terasa org nya..ko peduli apa yg aku pikir?x kn..jdi..biarkn aku dgn dunia aku..sekalipun aku berusaha mncuba melupkn apa yg trjdi..kapala dn hati aku ttp x nk lpsknnya..cmna aku nk let it go?hmm..biar msa yg mnentukn..aku adalah aku..org bilang,aku sma lgi mcm dlu..msih sperti ini..sma sperti aku masa kcil2 dlu..sma sperti aku msa skolh mngh dlu..sma sprti aku msa d matrix dlu..masih sensitif dn cengeng..haha..agak pemrh dn pndnndm orgnya..kdgkala selesa meluahkn apa yg dirasa dengan tangisan,kdg2 selesa dgn mendiamkn dir,tpi adakalanya selesa dgn meluahkn dgn reaksi muka marh aku..haha..maaf bgi yg trasa..aku mmg bgitu..korg juga ada saatnya akan rasa marh seprti yg aku rsa...knpa la aku crita psl mrh2 ni?apa kata kita try let it go..nisa,jgn tegangkan muka ok..chill out gurl!sku tau ko boley..xda org yg care apa ko rsa..buat apa ko nk fikir apa org rsa kn?mcm jht pulak..hmm..mmg kdg2 aku perlu pkir gak,tpi kdg2 aku x boley..aku ada rsa aku jugak..maafkn aku..maafkn aku andai ada yg trasa...kdg2 apa yg kita rasa tntg org tu,x smstinya btol..mungkin apa yg berlaku mnjadikn aku seorg yg lebih memaafkn..doakn aku..aku dh letih berceloteh walopun bukn mulut yg bersuara tpi jari ygpenat menaip..aku harp pnjualn gerai mechapro esok berjln lancr..doakn kmi..ahernya..selesai jugak aku bsuh bju..haha...lma btol tnggu dri tdi..maaf sklai lagi andai terkasar bhsa terguris kata...aku smmgnya insan yg lemah,mungkin bnyk menyakiti hati mana2 insan..

Friday, February 20, 2009

geram nyer pasal...

eeeeeeeeeeee.....what a germ laa...
if u don't want me 2 be in ur ******,juz bgi tau je la ..
x prnh mintak pun nk join ngn ko..pe arr..
x pnting sgt pun..
i'm not that kind of desperate laa...
still can go on wif my life..
huh..
if u dont like me 2 be in,why don't u juz tell it 2 me earlier..
sng cite..!don't have 2 waste ur tyme utk lyn aku yg salu memikrkn seribu satu persoaln kt kpale aku ni...
dgn lots of question yg mmg aku x tahu n msti tnyer kt ko...
rse cam terhegeh2 lak..
ish...

Thursday, February 19, 2009

it makes me smile...

hihihihi...
dri mne dtgnyer penyu yg kiut ini?
hihi...
hnye org2 tertntu je yg tau asal usul pnyu ni...
suke sgt tgk gmbr pnyu ni..
kiut..cam snyum kn?
haha..
it makes me wanna smile...
lgipun,kalo tgk penyu ni..mengigatkn aku pda sum1..hihi..:)
opss...kt cni pun aku nk wish HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY to DHEANNE!!!!!!!
"yea..tua gk ko dri aku..hihi...tringt tyme clbrate bday ko tyme kt matrix lok..hihi..malu ku mok g blit ko wish ngn ko ctok eh..dri jaoh pun ok la kn?hehe...where's ur MOOMOO?hihi"

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

bad day!

haha..aku tulis ni semlm..tension sgt2!...
dhla line smlm x ok..huhu..
xpat bukak internet lngsong!
"What a bad day today…not that really bad actually..it juz me..very emotional n little bit childish..am i?haha..
Hal kcik je pun sbnrnya..but..well…sape yg x knl nisa,mmg xkn phm..
Dis is me..no one can be me…
U can say anything bout me..nevermind..
Everyone have their own opinion…
Sensitive..moody..kuat mrh..waaa…sume nyer prangai yg pape ntah..
Haha…nisa2..

Today..i really missed my old frens..n missed him…
All of them adlh tmpt yg pling bez utk aku lontrkan idea,luahkn pe yg aku rse..i feel free to do anything with them..(selain dri fmily aku)
Siyes…rindu gler..
My old frennsss….ila,tek,ira,intan,murni,ija,wanie,nurul,kak nad..huhu..
Same goes to all of my clazmet since form 1 until form 5…
Korg je yg phm aku sgt2 lbih dri diri aku rsenyer..haha..
5 years kite dok stu kls…gado2..mkn sme2..buat lwk sme2..kne dnda sme2..mcm2 dh kita shared bersama..
Aku rindu saat2 bersama korg…kalaulah msa boleh d putrkn kmbali..huhu..
i missed all of u so much…terharu x?hihi..but that’s all true..huhu..

Stiap kli aku tnsion..aku tau pe aku akn buat..itulah yg seringkali n acapkali nk elak..
Tpi…….aku x boleh….!huhu…nisa!stop being childish ok!
Actually tdi tyme kt cafĂ©..when terserempak with dheanne..i missed saat I shared everything with dheanne n vero..ops…now I feel sensitive pulak..duhhh..
Huuhu..thanx dheanne for lending me your ears n shoulders..haha..
So sweet of u…really can’t control myself that tymes..
Haha…

Luckily I have him to help me to let out my feelings this day..but now..masing2 bz..sush gak untk trus berhubung kerap sperti dulu..
Every moment is important 2 me…n srius..i really need u…especially when I am in this bad situation..thanx 4 being good listener 2 me..hear my keluhn,my mrh2….haha…my sadness…thnx love!

Luckily I have all of u frens!...so do my fmily ok…!
Haha…really love m03 members..nsib aku sme kls ngn korg kn?kalo x…x tau la pe nk jdi ngn aku…
Love all of u!
Sorry arr kalo tdi aku de terksr bhse…terjeling..termrh..huhu..well..i’m not in a good mood tdi..but thnx for being understanding n helping me throughout this day!really appreciate all of ur efforts!"

Sunday, February 15, 2009

what will u do??

korang....

what will u do when u missed sum1 a lot????

how if he or she is busy n u can't call or message that person dat u really need that tyme??

Saturday, February 14, 2009

~what a tired week~

mkn ice cream wif adjla..sponsored by sum1...haha..sape tu..?hanye org yg blnja je yg tau..
sdp2...
kn released a lil' bit tension dis week..nyum2...

sahar(my fren from china) wif 3 wives..hehe..madi,mida n adjla..hehe..
tyme ni kt sbpi kuantan...
teringt wif smsm..one of sbp school..
memories in smsm yg xkn pernh dlupkn..!
in sbpi kuantan ni...kite org wif one of student form dat skol,yg jdi fasilitator 4 the china stdnt,have 2 explain to them about malaysian culture...based on performances yg d perform oleh stdnt kt situ..
letih nyer nk explain..tpi ok la..
sahar interested gler ngan wau or malaysian traditional kite..haha..
die de try sumpit gak..playing congkak n anyam ketupat...
aku pun x tau cmne nk anyam ktupt..haha..
every wednsday have 2 go out for actvty then have 2 rush for koq..
but then, xsmpt g koq this week..biz awl..x tau cmne sal attendance..huh..
mati arr..

intan tagged me!

Rules:
It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name: ~neeysa~

2. A four letter word: ~nasi~ (haha)

3. A boy's name:~nizam~(fren in secondary skol..)

4. A girl's name: ~nabila~(miss ila..huhu)

5. An occupation:~not yet Ir.(hihi)~

6. A color: ~alaa..i love purple n green..x start with 'n' pun..huhu~

7. Something you'll wear: ~hmm...navy blue shirt..haha~

9. A kind of food:~noodle..what kind of noodle yup?mi goreng bsh @ fried wet mee..waa...!)

10. Something found in the bathroom:~nail brush..haha~

11. A place:~new zealand~

12. A reason for being late:~nervous breakdown..hihi....usually coz of overslept...~(haha..smala kita intan!)

13. Something you'd shout:~nisa miss him!~

14. A movie title:~ops..what movie ekk?can't think rite now~

15. Something you drink:~neutral colour of water,non alcoholic drink~(sky juice)

16. A musical group:~emm..don't know....dashboard confessional(vindicated)~ (fahmi juz sent me video of this song juz now..hehehe)

17. An animal: ~ naughty rabbit~(he really loves animals..last animal that he had been mentioned was rabbit..hihi..)

18. A street name:~night street~

19. A type of car:~know nothing bout car~

20. The title of a song:~nisa love you~(4 my love..new song..hihi)

I'm tagging-person who loves to answer this question..madi,adjla,mida,akma,pija,watiey,husnul,wanie,izul,fahmi,jero,ben,faa...my clazmates n roomates..
not compulsary..hahah...more than 10 oredy

Friday, February 13, 2009

uwaaaa.....

huhu..cdey+pning+tension...waa..byk g kot..
ntah pape ntah arr...
huhu..help me!
huhuhuhuuhuhuhuhuhuhuh....

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

mne satu lgi bez?

hehe..tbe2 terpikir sal bnde ni pas bce blog zul..
haha..sumenyer berpunca dri perktaan bosn.....
bosn ngn psgn kite smpai rse romntk tu hilng?
hmmm....btol pe yg cte kt blog zul tu ctekn..
mmg acapkali berlaku dlm khidupn manusia..
hihi...
korg rse...
cinta jrk jaoh ke cinta yg ade dpn mate lgi bez?

Monday, February 9, 2009

pening!

almk!pening nyer wat keje melambk..
huhu..(sape soh x buat awl2!)
nk wat cmne ni? (org dh pesn awl soh buat keje ni ri tu lgi..tpi..)
huhu..pning! (pdn muke)
slalu je mcm ni kalo ri isnin bkl mnjelma(haa..nnti terbiase lak..kn sush)
duhhh!tolong! (bile la ko ni nk brubh..xde sape dpt tlong ko..kalo bukn diriko sndri..)

Sunday, February 8, 2009

clbrate bday madi n unie

ni kek 4 bday gurl n bufday boy...madi nyer bday ri ni(7 feb) n unie nyer bday lak 6 feb..

kte org yg bru je nk melahap kek..nyum2..sdp la kek tu..hihi...
mse ni kt court dpn c2..mida yg ambik gmbr ni...

ade gak budk2 len yg join slain dri kte org yg lm gmbr..dorg meng,amin,rasyid, n of coz bufday boy(unie)..walopun die nyer bday the day b4..hihi...tpi cian dorg..kopok n kek x smpt nk mkn...coz dorg dtg lewt..tpi xpe..still de mknn ringn yg len utk dorg..hihi


"hepi bufday utk madi n unie!"

Friday, February 6, 2009

sorry

sorry........didn't mean 2 do that 2 u..
sorry.....huhu....forgive me..

xnk

hehe..mls la kne tag ni..aku suke bce jwpn korg je...
madi la ni..suke sgt tag2 org..ish2...
byk gler sokln..
pning2...

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

at waterfall



ri ni g pandan waterfall,panching..
wif intell mmbers n frens frm china..
oredy got my frens..master students..25 yrs old..
nme die sahar..muslim name die la..
nme cina die sush sgt nk sbut..hihi
bez gak la ckp2 ngn die..caring gak..haha..
cam bez je mndi kt waterfall tu kn?
haha...
dorg yg len men air kt situ..tpi..
aku dok tpi je..
tkut..nnti de je yg trjtuh lgi..haha..
dhla x pndai brng!
ops..lupe lak..yg ats tu waniey n dina..
bru knl ngn dina..die pun buddy gak..
sme cm nisa,pat fren yg ambik master..

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

sempat gak..haha

haha..smpt gak gmbr tyme mjlis amnt nc..hehe
xtau mne dorg kacangsss n kulit berada..

~foods~

pisang wif tumpik..
fiza yg bwk pisng ni..pas2 tumpik tu aku bwk dri umh..
aku ngn room8 mkn rmai2..
slalu mkn tumpik ngn pisng tyme kcik2..my dad yg ajr..
bgi aku bezzz...sbb aku sndri pun jrg2 mkn..hehe..
bli kt kmpong mse blik kmpong ari tu..pas visit my nenek..
aku juz tau nme bnde tu tumpik in srwk..x tau la kalo de org len pnggil bnde tu ngn name len..tpi x tau la ingredient die ape..
as usual..kalo lame kt KLIA,knfom aku boring..sbb sorg2 je..tpi lgi ok la dri aku spend mse ngn org yg aku x knl,tpi nk knl lbih2 ngn aku..euwww..
jdi..aku isi mse ngn mkn..hehe..yg ats ni yg aku slalu order..hehe


ayt ni de kt krts yg bngkus burger yg aku mkn kt situ..
have it my way!!!

kalo boring g..satu g tmpt yg aku slalu bli mknn knfom kt famous amos..
cookies or chclate or asam2..hehe




27 january


my elder sist nyer bufday!
first birthday celebration evry year..
juz die je bufday in jan..
diz year clbrate in kuchng..
de mkn2 gak..
smbut wif fmily yg len n frens..
gathered at our house..
she got byk present gak..haha..although oredy 22 yrs old diz year..
my lil'bro n cousin sibuk ngn aktvt barbeque dat nite..
haha..

b4 chinese new year holiday

tyme kt airport..b4 naik flight..wif m03 member...thnx frenz!

ade gak dorg len kua ri tu cam mida,madi,husnul,watiey,akma n pija..(not in pic)..hihi..mida n madi smpat g airpt jap b4 departure..