Wednesday, September 24, 2008

gurlss kinda weird way...hehe

when i don't call you...
(it's because i'm waiting for you to call me)
when i walk away from you mad
(follow me)
when i stare at your mouth
(kiss me)
when i push u or hit you
(grab me and don't let me go)
when is start cussing at u..
(kiss me n tell me dat u love me)
when i'm quiet
(ask me whats wrong or mess with me)
when i ignore u..
(give me ur attention)
when i pull away
(pull me back)
when u see me at my worst
(tell me i'm beautiful)
when u see me start crying....
(hold me n tell me evrything will be alright)
when u see me walking
(sneak up and hug my waist from behind)
When i'm scared
(Protect me)
When i dont answer for a long time
(reassure me that everything is okay )
When i look at you with doubt
(Back yourself up)
When i say that i like you
(I really do more than you could understand)
When i grab at your hands
( Hold mine and play with my fingers)
When i bump into you
(bump into me back and make me laugh)
When i tell you a secret
(keep it safe and untold)
When i look at you in your eyes
( dont look away until i do)
When i miss you
(i'm hurting inside)
When you break my heart
(the pain never really goes away)
When i say its over
( i still want you to be mine)
When i post this bulletin
(i want you to read it)

Sunday, September 21, 2008

saD sTORy...huhu

i got this story from class mate...
cdey gler dis story...

Message: Boy: baby we need to talk

Girl: kyle, wat do u mean?

Boy: sumthin has come up...

Girl: wat? Wuts wrong? Is it bad?

Boy: i dont want to hurt u baby

Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much

Boy: baby are you there??

Girl: yea im here wut is so important??

Boy: im not sure if i should say

Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me.

Boy: im leaving....

Girl: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to leave me, i love you

Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away

Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here.

Boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding skool far away.

Girl: i cant believe this.

[FATHER: (picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERiKA, wat did i tell you about talking to boys?!!!!!....Get off the damn phone!! (And hangs up)]

Boy: wow ur father sounds really mad

Girl: u know how he gets, but anywayz i dont want you to go

Boy: would you run away with me?

Girl: baby, u know i would, i would do anything for u, but i cant... U dont know wut would happen if i did. My dad would kill me !!

Boy: *sad* its ok i understand i guess..

Girl: *thinking* i cant believe wuts going on

Boy: i need to give u sumthing 2nite b/c i am leaving on flight 1-80 in tha morning, so i need to see you now.

Girl: ok i will sneak out & meet u at tha park

Boy: ok ill meet u there in 20min

[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives her a note.]

Boy: here u go, this is for you i gotta go.

Girl: *tear* (begins to cry)

Boy: baby dont cry, u know i love you...but i have 2 go

Girl: ok (begins to walk away)

[They both go back home. And erika begins to read tha letter he gave her]

It says.....


U probably already know that im leaving, i knew this would be better if i wrote a letter explaining tha truth about how much i care about you. The truth is, is that i never loved you, i hated you so much, u are my bitch and dont u ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around u. U really have no clue how much i hate you. Now that im leaving i thought u should know that i hate you bitch, u never did tha right thing, and u were never there. I didnt think i could hate someone as much as i hate you. And i never want to see you, for the rest of my life, i will never miss kissing you like before, i never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and thats a promise. U never had my love, and i want you to remember that. Bitch u keep this letter bcuz this may be tha last thing u have from me. I hate you so much. i will not talk to you soon bitch.... Goodbye
- Kyle

[ erika begins to cry, she throws tha paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]

....A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely.... Then she gets a fone call....

Friend: how are u feeling?

Girl: i just cant believe this happend i thought he loved me.

Friend: o, about that. Kyle left me a msg. A few days ago. He told me to tell u to look in ur jacket pocket or something...

Girl: ummm ok

[She finds a piece of paper in tha jacket, It says...]

Baby i hope u find this before u read my letter. I knew ur dad might read it, so i switched a few words...

Hate = Love

Never = Alwayz

Bitch = Baby

Will not= will

........ I hope u didnt take that seriously because i love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats y i wanted u to run away with me...


Girl: omg its a letter, Kyle does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I cant believe how stupid I am!!

Friend: lol ok but i g2g... Call me later

Girl: *happy*ok bye, i'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me !!

...... Erika turns tha T.V. on......

[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for Survivors...This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." Reporter says.

[ she turns off the tv....3 days later, she kills herself, because of tha fact that Kyle was dead & she had nothing to Live for... ]

....A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Kyle, he called to leave a msg. "Its Kyle, i guess ur not home so, I called to let u know that im alive, i missed my flight b/c i had 2 see u one last time. So i hope ur not worried. I am staying for good. Sorry if u got scared, i promise to make it up to you everything will be a be ok i love you so me asap bye!

huhu...miss my Frennnn...a loT...


really important in our life....

we are nothing w'out them..

thnx 4 being my fren...


really miss my old frens a lot...


memory kt skolh lok nang xkn pat d lupk...never ever...!

hope we all still cam dolok gk mun gather gk...suma skali..

msti best tyme ya..:)


13 signs!!!!!!!!!!!

tEll hEr....!

Monday, September 8, 2008

tak bisa memiliki_samsons

[*]Apakah yang engkau cari
Tak kau temukan di hatiku
Apakah yang engkau inginkan
Tak dapat lagi ku penuhi
Begitulah aku
Pahamilah aku

Mungkin aku tidaklah sempurna
Tetapi hatiku memilikimu sepanjang umurku
Mungkin aku tak bisa memiliki
Dirimu seumur hidupku

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Dirimu seumur hidupku 3x

Sunday, September 7, 2008

bila rasaku ini rasamu

Lirik lagu Kerispatih - Bila Rasaku Ini Rasamu

Aku Memang Terlanjur Mencintaimu
Dan Tak Pernah Ku Sesali Itu
Seluruh Jiwa Telah Ku Serahkan
Menggenggam Janji Setiaku

Kumohon Jangan Jadikan Semua Ini
Alasan Kau Menyakitiku
Meskipun Cintamu Tak Hanya Untukku
Tapi Cobalah Sejenak Mengerti

Bila Rasaku Ini Rasamu
Sanggupkah Engkau Menahan Sakitnya
Terkhianati Cinta Yang Kau Jaga
Coba Bayangkan Kembali
Betapa Hancurnya Hati Ini Kasih
Semua Telah Terjadi

selama disisimu

Selama disisimu(ihsan)

belum cukup kubuktikan
sebelum kukatakan
kaulah pujaan hatiku
di belakangku tersimpan
perasaan mendalam
tentang dirimu untukku
bagai langit yang tak pernah bertepi
begitu pun cintaku padamu

Reff :ku tak akan pernah bisa mengingkarimu
dan melukai dirimu
selama di sisimu
seandainya kau tahu
betapa cintaku
betapa ku merindumu
seumur hidupku
tatapan ku tak pernah lepas dari dirimu
walaupun dalam tidurku
selamaku di sisimu

ku ingin kau bahagia
dalam dekapanku selalu
bagai langit yang tak pernah bertepi
begitu pun cintaku padamu

cinta ini membunuhku

cinta ini membunuhku(d’masiv)

kau membuat ku berantakan
kau membuat ku tak karuan
kau membuat ku tak berdaya
kau menolakku acuhkan diriku

bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
ku sadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan

reff:kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku
bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
ku sadari ku tak sempurna
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan
repeat reff

menjaga hati

Yuvie n nuno(menjaga hati)
masih tertinggal bayanganmu
yang telah membekas di relung hatiku
hujan tanpa henti seolah pertanda
cinta tak di sini lagi
kau tlah berpaling

reff:biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini,
menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
engkau pergi, aku takkan pergi
kau menjaga, aku takkan jauh
sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu
masih adakah cahaya rindumu
yang dulu selalu cerminkan hatimu
aku takkan bisa menghapus dirimu
meski ku lihat kini
kau di seberang sana

repeat reff
andai akhirnya
kau tak juga kembali
aku tetap sendiri menjaga hati

repeat reff [3x]
sejujurnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu