~my dad..my idol~

semalam..
aku g interview..sal pmilihn buddies 4 stdnt dri China tu..
first2 tu mmg nervous..
aku x prnh g intrview..
aku nyer weakness kn xleh nk ckp dpn org..
shaking gler..although mmg aku jnis yg slalu shaking..hihi
tpi slalu gak kne ckp dpn org kn..
haha...dri kcik g camtu..although salu kne bgi speech..
stiap speech tu..aku msti nervous gler..
tpi aku rse,,aku xkne plih yg buddies tu..aku pun cam x nk je..
sje je try..hihi..aku yakin waniey pat..die hbt arr!

i want 2 be like my dad..
good leader,owez cnfidence,great achievement n brani nk ckp pe yg di suarakn..
he thought me a lot of things..
most of it sal how 2 become a good leader..
but..mayb it takes tyme 4 me to build up my self esteem..
msih byk yg prlu d perbaiki n bljr..

b4 dis..aku x pduli sgt on what my dad trying to teach me sal sume2 ni..
but now i know what he want me to be..
all of his experiences..kalo boleh..mmg die nk share ngn sume fmily die..
mayb it's a way how he can encourge ank2 die to be like what he is now..
mayb more better than that..

aku tau..my dad want better life 4 us..
money really imprtnt..tpi..tnpa ilmu..xpat gak nk pat duit...
dat is wat my mum n dad owez said..hihi
mayb becoz my dad never feel how dad's love is..
my dad x prnh jumpe his own dad becoz he never had a chance like that..
Allah lbih sygkn die waktu tu..
but he never shows the sorrow..but i can feel it..

opss..feel very sad rite now..
emo lak tgh hari ni..

wutever it is..i love my dad..my family too...
walopun aku sush kit nk tnjuk aku syg fmily aku!
i swear!!!!!!!!!